I am conscious living in an unconscious world!

12208366_437512969788056_5565428754978003801_nIt all started in 2010 and since that time I have done massive amounts of clearing work on myself and my soul.

I have released layers and layers of karmic healing from this life time and many others.

I healed my soul on levels many will never understand or obtain.

I have forgiven myself and others on levels I was not even aware of that needed to be forgiven.

I have searched within and found hidden emotions so deep that they too were healed and released.

I continue to go deeper within.

There are times I had to shut down to integrate all the layers of healing and upgrades that I have received.

The emotional healing that I have done was not for me alone as in the Law of One we are all connected.

This has been my souls purpose which I have honored and welcomed.

The level of energy emotional and spiritual healing that I have done goes beyond words or any written books available.

It has been a daily cleansing and clearing that I do as I continue to look into the darkness and bring it into the light.

I am conscious living in an unconscious world!

I am timeless as we were created in the beginning to be and we will continue to grow and expand throughout time.

I have learned to see and believe, to trust and to honor all aspects of myself.

I will continue!

#MysticPamJackson

 

Discovering our virtues through the patterns in our lives.

To change a pattern is to discover the virtues you are gaining and learning from these experiences.

It is very clear to me I have been gaining the virtues of “Altruism” and “Benevolence” and even more so since the very beginning of 2017; now that I understand that and I am clear on this pattern I can use the Thetahealing® technique to heal and resolve this for me through the creator of all that is and to be a witness as it is done so.

The opposite of altruism is meanness and the opposite of benevolence is meanness, harshness and cruelty. I have dealt with this in all aspects of all my relationships this year and most of my life.

Altruism is the concern for other people. It is a traditional virtue and a core aspect of many religions. It is also defined as someone preforming an action at a cost to themselves and that the benefits are for a third-party individual without compensation or expectation of reciprocity for their action.

As I review the above definition I can see how this is my virtue and has been one of my stories in this lifetime. Things and choices where made when I was 16-18 years old that I never could change and even back then I saw this as a form of altruism but didn’t understand how to resolve it in my life journey. I knew my choices was for the betterment of another even though I suffered and then I stepped into self-punishment soon after for the next 10 years because of that choice and no reward for my actions and choices to put another’s life before mine.

How do I know it is a virtue of altruism? Then and now I choose to stand back for their best, for their welfare and peace but not mine. I am willing to be in emotional and even physical pain of and to suffer for them so that they can have enhancement their life.

Benevolence is an act of kindness, a generous gift. I have seen both, been exposed to both sides of the coin of this virtue. I have had so much meanness, cruelty and harness sent my way the first half of this year. The more I began to set up boundaries the more of this came at me until I became angry at the treatment I was receiving and I stopped it and walked away. Then more of it came at me and I listened to this with benevolence and it touched me and my heart.

Yes, it hurt, it hurt very badly but I took the road of altruism because that seems to be the virtue I am and having been working on gaining. Honestly, I feel I have mastered this virtue and have gain a new energetic perspective on my suffering,

I no longer want to have these negative experiences of the opposites of these two virtues, I am willing to heal and resolve these lessons, so that the lessons can evolve and integrate these virtues into my being into my soul. It was only a couple of weeks ago I ask the creator to download me with the virtue of kindness and wonder and I heard I needed both so it was given to me and a lot of it is what I was told.

I am lucky to have had someone who has shown me and offered me kindness throughout the past 30 years even though at times I didn’t feel as if I deserved it or even wanted it but it was always there for me to have, to feel and to experience. Now that I asked for the virtue of kindness and it was given to me I can now see these two virtues that was not in my awareness until now.

This is what it means to go into the layers of our healing and why we have layers to heal. The wounds are deep and from a very long ago and we have since brought in many people and circumstances to reconfirm and reinforce these layers that we are here to heal which allows us to grow spirituality.

Now that I am aware of the lessons, these virtues my soul has been working so hard for me to obtain I can heal, resolve and integrate on all levels throughout all time and space. Within in days I will begin to see a shift of attitudes in others and myself, I will notice people shifting in and out of my life as things begin to rearrange in my life. I will watch and witness this in awe and wonder as my life because more of what I want and less of what I do not want.

Mystic Pam Jackson.

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Akashic~His Past Life with Einstien

ancient aliens EinsteinRecently in one of my Akashic Group events I had 3 new people who I have never met and they never have heard or met me before today. These are the best because we have no history and it allows information to come through freely and in a nonjudgmental way.

I open the group and the Akashic together but reviewed them separately.

I was drawn into the Akashic of one of the members and was met with little gray men. Yup little gray men, aliens. Well like I said in this type of environment it is easier to share the stuff you can’t make up. 

So I was shown he was a chemist, an alchemist in many lives and I was taken to one that was about 150 million years ago. He was with a group of alien scientist who followed a mediator to earth, it landed in the Russia region. I was shown this several times, until there was a connection or an understanding and it wasn’t until the last visit to this time and space did I understand all this information. Anyway, he was an alchemist and collected specimens, plants, water, minerals and crystals, this was before any of our kind (humans) we were not on their agenda.

I was shown he also had a life during Einstein, he was a friend of sorts. They had attended school together and would come together off and on throughout their lives to create or work on a project and then move on.

I was shown he was a scientist or chemist in another life when I finale ask him if he had a connection to these stories. He did confirm at that time he was an alchemist, a chemist in this life! He made a living in chemistry and have always been an alchemist and loved to mix and create.

I was then given more information on the grays, the aliens. That they have always been around but backed up for a few years while he was growing up and maturing. They have been back for a while now and come to give him his knowledge back and that he needs to be writing all this information down.

He has so much knowledge and that he needs to get on this quickly. We talked about it and he had agreed to record his dreams and the information moving forward and that a future student can transcribe them for him at a later time.

He has had many lives in and on other plants, moon and stations and many here on earth but more out there than then here. He did confirm that he was a star person and he always knew he was.

I was shown a life as a alien under water and was taken back to Russia and the meteorite that hit that area.

Yea I know, right, we just can’t make this stuff up! He did confirm that the information and stories that came through he understood and was able to connect to.

Mystic Pam Jackson