The Loss of a Loved One After Cancer: A Spiritual Journey with Pam Jackson

Why do cancer patients suffer in both life and death? Is it because we always say, “We’ll fight this”? Is our intent so strong that we bring it with us to the other side? I know we carry strong emotions with us; it is a part of our story that is recorded in the Akashic Records. This story, however, is just a glimpse into the spiritual transition after a passing and this is what I saw.

As I looked at his passing and his transition, I saw a fighter. He fought the cancer, his transition, and he was still fighting for his life that was no more.

I asked God to assist him in crossing over into the light. He resisted. He stated that they still needed him and that he couldn’t let go. We carried on with our work and I witnessed as his life story unfolded, and I saw so many things he felt responsible for and that he felt he would miss and miss out on. It was too difficult for him to let go of his family, his children, and his wife.

We kept working to help him transcend his human conditioning. It was painful for him to release and enter the light, so more work was required for him. Forgiveness, healing, and a new truth helped him continue to let go, as did knowing he could visit them whenever he needed to. He finally started to release.

Then finally he saw his grandfather, he was there to greet him, and he was extremely happy to see him. When he saw him, he knew everything would be fine. He kept going and then he came across a Harley-Davidson just like his, but he just looked at it and kept going. As he walked into the light with his grandfather, he was letting it all go.

As I write this, I can hear him saying, “that the struggle is real, but that he is fine now”. He is now aware that he is no longer in pain, and he feels lighter. He was always calm and wise, much older, and wiser than his 40 years, and I realized he was the one in his family who raised their vibrations and sacrificed for his family.

His pain is now gone. He sees everything, but he is still processing the transition back to the light body from a higher perspective.

He then notices someone and moves toward them; now he notices everyone and moves toward his family in the heavens. He is excited to see all of them. He’s off on another adventure now, with so much to see and remember. He has now progressed further into the light, and his earthly family can begin to process their own grief and loss.

I am shown that his family will always be surrounded by love, and although they will miss him they will always remember him and make him proud. 

Pam Jackson


Pam Jackson is a spiritual coach, healer, and intuitive reader who is passionate about assisting others in finding balance, clarity, and peace in their lives.

Her blog offers advice and support to help people discover their own inner strength and wisdom. She provides a variety of services, including healing and intuitive readings, to help people gain a better understanding of their lives, relationships, and spiritual path.

Pam can help people find the answers they need when they are dealing with a difficult situation, making a major life decision, or simply needing a little extra guidance.

Energy Bubbles

Energy Bubbles – Good or Bad?

As we began our spiritual journey and we’re feeling all those feelings and all those emotions; we ask our teachers what do we do with this because it’s so overwhelming. My teacher, and probably yours told you to put a bubble around you. By putting a bubble around you you’re creating a barrier and a protection, is what I was told. I trusted my teacher, she had wisdom and knowledge in the spiritual world and healing world. I was new to all of this and I needed guidance and I needed someone with integrity and someone that I could trust. That was not always the case. I agreed and even paid others

What I have discovered is that we’re all on the spiritual  journey together and we’re all learning together and at the same time. Also, what it may have been true then may not be true today. 

Yes, I too put energy bubbles around me, but I’ve noticed several things in my journey. I noticed when I put a white bubble around me that people would tell me that I’m standoffish and I’m not as approachable. Is that because the white light is too bright? I have often wondered, and I continued researching colors and the vibrations and then I was told to use a pink light. The pink light is the vibration of compassion, and it would be softer. I know that when I did put this pink light around me, I was more approachable, and people felt I was more friendly. So, I began to use only the pink light and I would teach my clients and students the difference between the white light and a pink light and suggest using the pink light if they wanted to be more approachable in their relationships. 

I’ve been doing this for many years. 

My journey has led me to forgiveness and understanding forgiveness. It has been a long journey and mostly hard but now I’m at a place of peace and acceptance of those lessons and hardships that I have gained in this lifetime. I have discovered the more you step into forgiveness the less you need protection from the people around you. The more you understand and except forgiveness the less likely you will take on other people’s pains and emotions. 

I have also discovered some new information around bubbles weather it is the wisdom of forgiveness or downloads from the creator I have a new and different perspective.

My new and different perspective is are our bubbles good for us? I was given a download, an image that was shown to me that when we create these bubbles, we’re holding our emotions, and our trauma within our bubble. What I witnessed in this image was as we do healing work on our self it kind of bounces around inside this energy bubble that we have created. This is a new and interesting perspective for me and maybe even for you but allow it to soak in for a moment before you dismiss it.

Now why don’t you try to imagine you’re inside this bubble that you created and you’re doing healing work and it has nowhere to go. It may get further away from you so it’s not as intense but there is still an emotional tug to it. Is this because it is still in our energy bubble? 

Since I’ve been at a place of forgiveness, I received this download, this awareness that I can put down my bubble. I no longer feel like I need to be protected from the world. I now have the courage and the wisdom to be around people who love me, support me and even believe in me.  I am now selective, and I have discernment of who and what I want to be around and who brings me peace and who does not. I have learned to let go of people and outcomes. 

I can see how forgiveness has changed a lot of things in my life and the way I look at life. It has even changed the way I eat and nourish myself. As I heal my emotional trauma, I find that I have freed myself from taking on other people’s burdens whether they are emotional or physical.  I’m learning that forgiveness is loving myself and that I no longer need a protective barrier around me.

So my question is are bubbles really good for us or do they keep all our trauma in our own energy with nowhere to go?

Mystic Pam Jackson

A Genetic Memory Can Spring Up Anywhere

A Genetic Memory can spring up anywhere and this is how I discovered a genetic memory while on vacation.

We went on a cruise for our anniversary and on one of our stops was a Caribbean Island. It was a Beautiful place but I hated it! I had no explanation for my anger but it was there. I had a terrible reaction and I wanted to understand why. So we decided to take a tour to learn the history of this beautiful island. On our tour we learned that this was the Queen’s favorite vacation spots and this was another one of her territories she would visit regularly.

I already knew I wasn’t a fan of British comedy or television but I never really explored it because it didn’t effect my daily life. Now unexpectedly I found myself with a deep anger towards a person I have never met? I have never experienced a trigger like this. I found it interesting and continue to explore these new feelings.

I was already on this spiritual path of learning the shamanic ways as a healer and offered past life healings and readings for many years. This was not new to me but it felt different, it was deeper but without a reason or a cause that I could understand or even describe. Past lives can and do run along genetics lines and we have a soul family that we continue to evolve and grow with on this timeline in the quantum field. I have worked in the Akashic Records for many years and have reviewed many of these timelines for healing, wisdom and clarity.

Science speaks. Fast forward several years when I had my DNA results done. I am 47% British, English, 44% Scottish, 8% Irish and 2% Europe, France and Germany.

History lesson: The Scott’s and Irish have fought each other but have been fighting the English forever. My ancestors who came to the America are the Quakers who where peaceful people but had to escape France and England to practice their religion or be persecuted, and back then they either burned you alive or cut your head off. It was not safe for many who wanted religious freedoms.

So, while I was on this beautiful island I did have genetic and past life memories triggered!

I am lucky that I have the tools that helps me shift negative feelings and emotions quickly and easily. Recently I found that I still had something there so I went deeper. What I have noticed since is that I have watched a couple a Netflix shows from or with British accents without being triggered and I am looking forward to being able to travel again to visit a territory of the Queen of England.

Mystic Pam Jackson